Freedom to decide yourself

People throw away a lot of things. But finally, there is something that just can't be thrown away at the end. That is me as a person. Because of the fact that the person is dead, a person must take responsibility for the suicide even if he/she kills himself and discards his life. You are the one who takes responsibility and still remains after the suicide. This serious is certain,even if you try to flying it off, there's no help for it. This personality is something that is itself, something that you own, which cannot be substituted by anything else. No one can confuse himself as something. There are various techniques that make people forget about themselves. However, the personality cannot be thrown away. Suddenly, I always return to myself. Consider choosing again here. Pick one out of several possibilities. This may be a good opportunity for those who choose to reaffirm their sense of superiority.

Take this and decide to throw it away. But if you think about it, people are not as trapped in things as this time. While looking at things in detail, compare them in various ways, quickly calculate the profit and loss, and think about which one to take and which to throw away. Who, what, who, how much. Train or Taxi, Kimono or clothes, Daimaru Department Store?
Mitsukoshi department store, which work, which book. In extreme terms, this is no different from buying a horse race betting ticket, which horse to choose. Then, brain-calculating and determining this profit and loss does not have much relation to the personality as a result. If anything, it's a matter of blood circulation or a problem of talent. This must be important for life. But it's still still a "drinking and eating" dimension. It cannot be said that the personality itself is an irreplaceable way of life.

If you have the freedom to choose, you can get it on behalf of another person. Sometimes it's much better to have someone else choose. Then, freedom is not related to personality. If you choose, you can get it for someone else. It's hard to say just that person. Whether it's a trainer or taxi, Kimono or clothes, it doesn't make any difference whether you decide it or not. Therefore, it cannot be said that the personality is respected or ignored.
But just then, what is the original purpose of living as a personality? This inherent freedom is fundamentally in one's heart for the way god gives us. Being the one that God has given to us now, either accepting it affirmatively or rejecting it. This has little direct relation to choosing. Freedom is not due to the large number of possibilities when choosing. In the end, it is about how much you receive the God-given self as a whole, how much you can handle it, and how far you survive. Of course, this manifests itself in what and how to choose, in particular cases. However, the choice itself is not important. There are places where freedom cannot be chosen.

If you can't choose, how much you can accept what you can't choose is the core of freedom. This may sound like giving up. It is not. Giving up is an abandonment of freedom. Christ's suffering and the cross are more than just giving up. In Christ's case, I don't see any feeling of throwing my life away from me. I would like to dwell on this true freedom from now on. So far, being able to choose and always be able to decide different things has not seemed to have much to do with true freedom. The true freedom, on the contrary, lies in the decisive decision of the whole self, given by God. Deterministic means not turning back and not looking back from what you once decided. This is too important.